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Saturday, November 20, 2004

Looking for Internal Strength

Peng and An are the main directions that Mike's internal strength workshop, reported last week, have opened up for me.

I've been spending the week trying to digest the idea of generating Ground Strength primarily through alignment and (reverse-abdominal) breathing. I've been practising, not only when "practising" but also when moving round the kitchen, opening doors, picking up pieces of paper.

Tried it out with Peter, and we saw that the Peng had improved, and to some extent An and mild Fa Jin.

(Peng is the force - or Jin - of outward pressure, like an inflated structure, used in Ward Off. An is a downward Jin, acting as a weight on the opponent. But I simplify grossly.)

We had an excellent push hands in the week (and in the corridor, alarming the students), finding the strength without muscles.

I've also got my head in one of the late 70's /early 80's wave of English language Tai Chi books, which talks about the internal aspects fairly thoroughly. The spindly form diagrams are useless for me, though. I'm too inexperienced to interpret them.

Matt doing single whip Tai Chi book inspecting Form diagrams

I liken this (Internal Strength) power-up to music practice. Tunes and scales are not music, and neither are the forms Tai Chi. The forms are some material to practice on. It's like when the music lessons first turn from notes and fingering onto phrasing, and the beginning of artful expression.

Monday, November 15, 2004

unicode oddness

I've no idea what this means (it's a part of the Great Wall, obviously - and Blogger will undoubtedly have scermabld the characters) but it's a recent China photo from Flickr.

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Mike Sigman workshop

Just got back in from a workshop with Mike Sigman, arranged by James Langcake (and I think Aarvo Tucker - anyway, he was there), on Internal Strength for Taiji, Ba gua etc.

Roy and Anthony James Orbital Listening

I'm knackered now (yes, because of it), so a better report will be here later.

However, I do think this will definitely power-up my Taiji.

Interview with Mike Sigman thanks to Internal Strength magazine.

Monday, November 08, 2004

Sparring - settle rising Chi

In blobbed, vanillasky reports an entertaining kick-boxing workout, which, as she put it "possibly sounds a bit barbaric to a non-kickboxer". Probably any martial artist would recognise the appeal of more "live" forms of training, even a wet scholarly layabout like me.

Peter and I played with some pushing hands last week, after our meeting had freed up a nice big room which, coincidentally, had had the usual bored-room tables pushed to the edge of. We pushed each other gently around circles for a bit, trying to listen properly, before we moved to a game of trying to unbalance the other. We used peng, an, and lou with a few others thrown in. After a few goes, the senses seemed to click in, but at the same time an excitement rose - drowning out the listening skill. We calmed and settled, and found the tactics worked better. Stillness within intense movement, and all that.

Much better than a previous stab at this game I partook of a while ago, which degenerated all too rapidly into thrashing about, the Chi having risen without control.

Sunday, October 10, 2004

monkey

monkey
monkey,
originally uploaded by tamaki.
He's great isn't he? There's something about cheerful monkeys that we could learn from.

The author monkey has got grumpy-potential today. Too much work, crick in the neck, running and other bodywork going nowhere and my Mandarin class has been cancelled for this term.

Positive things: went to Aarvo's push hands and Applications morning and learnt of some big gaps in my technique. Fundamental stuff: sink the weight, turn from the waist.

Friday, September 17, 2004

Ass kicked ... movie reviews

I've been watching too much telly. The Chris Crudelli series / extended Far East trip report draws to a close, and wasn't it fun? He duly got his ass kicked by assorted wily old dudes and we were highly amused along the way.

Clearly there are some amazing techniques and well-practiced bodies out there as well as perhaps some convincing-looking performances of, well, something. Auto-suggestion? Masterly control of Qi?

Despite any doubts I may have about what is really there when a sword or bar is bent or a block smashed (all I can really say is that if I were building a house in China I would look carefully at the bricks), I continue to practice my Qi Gong most days. Keeeping my mind on my breath and dantien, I felt a great innner boost doing my local cross-country. I didn't quite win, but never mind.

I bet you three coins there's a book out before Christmas!

Also out now Hero - another stunt fest in the CTHD mould. From the clips I've seen, I'm sure Twin Warriors has been a source for the imagary (aside from the Jet Li involvement). This was shown late on BBC the other night - another nice surprise. Comedy/slapstick/allegory in the Iron Monkey vein (i.e. entertaining - disregard any negative IMDB review), with a denoument reliant on the Good twin's (Jet Li) single-handed invention of Taiji ! A reviewer says:

It's not Drunken Master, (not the Legend of Drunken Master, the original, noodge), but what is? It is a well made tale of an ousted Shaolin monk who through hardship and madness, learns the ultimately taoist T'ai Chi Chuan.

The thing I love about this film, (and you'd have to be a geek to go with this) but I love the fact that he learns T'ai Chi through his own hardships, not from a sifu (teacher), and the typical sifu or friend who dies is his friend, who, instead of dying, turns evil with power.

The entire movie is a great representation of Taosism (yin, yang, good and evil). I don't agree that Michelle Yeoh (or Michelle Kahn at she time in the film) was not well used. She provided the idea of the easy path, drinking in this case, that is so lacking in gong fu movies. She and he both redeem themselves against the head bad guy (His character name escapes me at the time), but there is no love interest between themselves. She's tough and troubled, he's tough and troubled and they actually help each other (read: she stops drinking to save him, he learns from her care and she helps cure his madness).

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Good lunch

Having started with 3 mins swinging/twisting and a minute standing, I had a really good 25 mins doing one each of my two forms this lunchtime. Despite a pre-existing splitting headache, I felt relaxed, smooth and energetic:

- loads of connection sensation between the palms

- an inkling of inner heaviness

- the occasional thought of developing forward-going power (as in Ward Off) as the front leg softens, as oppossed to as the root leg strengthens (which it does by itself).

I also worked on the Lotus Kick, and got closer to being able to feel where it was supposed to go. The first one was crap -- hands and feet nowhere near each other and uncoordinated -- so I tried about 10 more kicks. Let's see if next time the pattern is stored.

I've launched a Surrey/Hants bulletin board area on the Palmchange site. You'll see me in there as RepulsiveMonkey.

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

PALMCHANGE

It came to my awareness that Aarvo has hooked in with PALMCHANGE where the Godalming classes are listed under Hampshire (close but not quite). There's a BB there which might be nice ...

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Telegraphing intent

Another example of Zaha Sensei's understanding of karate also occurred at the All-Japan Tournament held at the Osaka Central Gymnasium. Sensei and I were watching the tournament from the main seats; Sensei indicated one fellow, remarking that he would probably win the tournament. He won, just as Sensei predicted, but he merely commented, "I question his skill from a budo perspective." Another example occurred when I was doing kumite with Sensei at his home. As I took my stance, he asked, "Are you planning to kick, Mr. Ushiro?" "Now, a punch?" before I could even make a move. I was shocked and wondered how Sensei could read my intentions. I asked how he could foresee my movements, and he replied that with the stance I had taken I was only able to kick, or could only throw a punch. I hadn't noticed-though I understand clearly now-that I only kicked using a certain stance, and only punched with another.

Through these experiences, I began to realize that something was wrong with my karate. At the same time I was really excited about this Zaha Karate that was so different from my own.


From Okinawan Koryu Karate
by Kenji Ushiro
Aiki News #98, 1994, 21:1

Fruit!

A bit of a mixed armful today!

Have you seen, on BBC channel Three (digital/sat in the UK) Mind, Body & Kick Ass Moves. A bit "MTV" for my liking, but nice to see. The presenter, Chris Crudelli, is expert enough to gain the respect of all the masters he introduces, normal enough to be totally whupped by them, yet sensible enough to demo/teach real-world applications that people in the bus stop can use. Which inspires me to crack on with the Chen style practice.

Which brings me to. Now, I'm sure my dearly belov'd would say it's cos I expect too much, but I am uncovering difficulties with this form. My flexibility being one of them. One particular other thing is balance in the cloud hands technique, wherein the foot is stepped behind the other on each step. I just feel so unstable. Must SINK the weight! And practice.

The final berry brought back is simple. How beneficial a holiday can be. I didn't read much (I found a nice enough DK Tai Chi book in a secondhand store - recommended for beginners doing Chen Man Ching's Yang style form) so my usual holiday suitcase'o'books came back unscathed, but I did spend a good while just doing the forms on some beautiful Cornish beaches.

Recipe: Stand on any patch of clear sand. Children and dogs are not a problem. Perform the form once or twice to clear the mind and free the joints, again to focus and strengthen. One more time to discover something about the form or the performer's errors. Rest and repeat ad lib.

Friday, July 30, 2004

Computing in harmony

My eyes are dry, my wrists are sore, my legs are stiff from sitting. Clearly, I need to sort out my relationships with the machinery I use. Perhaps I should start at the centre, by getting one of these motherboards.

Saturday, July 24, 2004

18 steps - rewind and repeat

Our class has been studying an 18-movement Chen style form. Good literature on Chen style Taiji is not easy to come by, and the shapes of the form are strange to those schooled in the Yang style, but lately we have been helped by a DVD of the form featuring Wang Hai Jun (narrated by Aarvo Tucker, our teacher). Wang's teacher, Chen Zhenglei, developed this short Chen form from the old First Form (laojia yilu).

The Articles section of Wang's site contains much of interest, including of course the postures of the form.

Tuesday, July 20, 2004

What's that man doing?

More on Hokum later, possibly, now that a more detailed posting has arrived at RSI-UK.

Our class has now completed the 18 move Chen style form. Now that our front brains know it, it is time to begin the work. My hips have certainly got to loosen up a bit for those kicks!

The Monday routine will change a little when it starts up again in September since Aarvo is preparing to move away to Canada (in January) and James Langcake will be taking over as the main teacher.

I feel I want to take things a little further now and will probably attend the monthly Saturday pushing-hands workshops. I may be on the lookout for other class-y things in London or the SE. Know any?

But for now I'm happy to let the summer go on with me practising what I already know.

The blogpost_title is what the kids say to their bewildered mums, now that I've started practising Tai Chi in parks. You see, I've got to do something other than running, when I'm out not running (this knee tendinitis thing wants to make me do fewer miles). Honestly, the kids have got more idea about life than grownups. Not only do they ask in the first place (adults pretend not to notice things that are wierd or disgusting), but also they can guess what it's about and can do the noises : hey yaaaHHH! ah so!! Chop! **"KICK"**

<cheesy lyric>
Everybody was kung-fu fighting
Those cats were fast as lightning
In fact it was a little bit frightning
But they did it with expert timing

Wednesday, July 07, 2004

Hokum?

I'm in this RSI email group, which by and large has been a Good Thing. There's a few in the group with more-or-less scientific backgrounds, which tends to be helpful in the health and medicine field. Because RSI people tend to come to the group in a desperate state, and are scrambling for "answers" there is a constant churn of suggestions and inquiries about alternative therapies. Some innocuous (hot baths); some, to me, odd (magnetic bracelets!). Within these conversations, attention often turns to things-that-are-not-therapies. Alexander technique, Feldenkrais method, (Feldenwhat?), and of course, t'ai chi.

If anyone cares, it's my voice software doing the romanisation for me today, and I'm going to go with the flow and not change it back to Pinyin.

Somebody, whom I normally regard as I holder of a sound mind -- and I believe, an Alexander teacher -- said that they went to a t'ai chi convention to see what was all about to try and decide whether it was (I paraphrase) a) some useful exercises exercises wrapped up in some mysticism b) [forgot] or c) hokum. for some reason, and I'm still waiting for the proper report, he said c).

I just had to reply, saying that t'ai chi is not just exercises, that it is mysticism but of the useful variety, theoretically deep, and so on.

Another eminence on the list, an ergonomist (a scientific profession?) didn't like my positive spin on mysticism at all, and in particular didn't like "theoretically deep".

I saw a chiropractor this morning, ostensibly about my knees. My knees have started hurting a lot lately so much so that I am contemplating giving up running. That would be a Bad Thing. Simon is a whole body kinda guy, and very quickly started talking about the balance, both in the external sense of weight and timing of the dynamics of my gait, but also internal balance of the postural and phasic musculature, especially of that lower abdomen and pelvis. His theory, and our observations (I was awake when he did them!) for that matter, is that for whatever reason this balance is not being achieved for me and consequently my leg action is being buggered up and of course it's the knee that complains first. If you know anything about knees at all this won't be a surprise.

Now all this is 20th century bio-mechanics, admittedly applied at a remarkable (if you take the average UK GP) level of holism.

However, I'll assert that most of this territory is already very deeply explored by mediaeval t'ai chi "theory" (with its energies (Internal: Qi/Chi, Jing, Shen) and external (Yi/I), meridians/energy centres, yin/yang, elements and the rest). Enormous amounts of the practice tradition, the main texts and the subsidiary texts (which you can go and buy on Amazon) abound with directives about dynamic and static postures, and the importance of constructing body movements from the core rather than the periphery. The classic, and there is a classic document "The Song of The Warrior" that contains this phrase, says, roughly: the move begins at the feet, is powered by the waist, directed by the mind, and expressed in the hands. Although that's very cryptic, it can be used to teach at a very much finer level than "hit him with your fist". Of course, training martial artists this way takes a lot longer (remember The Joke!). That's why neo-Taoist scholars/layabouts spend so much time on it. See works by the western authors Dan Docherty or BK Frantzis for more enlightenment on the role of the classics, and their attitudes to traditional descriptions of internal dynamics.

Do I believe Qi exists? I don't know. I think I would first have to define what I mean by "exists" in the sense of emergent properties in a complex system. Do I think it's helpful to think of sinking Qi to the Dantien during form practice and, ultimately, martial moves? Undoubtedly.

I've reflected before on my unease about certain sensations experienced during Qi Gong practice in relation to my supposedly scientific worldview. But please go to this longish article on a single Tai Chi Posture (one of 24 in the common "Short" Yang Form that most people do in the UK) Secrets of Repulse Monkey to see what I mean by theoretical depth.

I use the following questions in research generally.
1. What works?
2. Why does it work?
3. How is it said to work?

I take these to be independent questions.

I think I know what irritated me about the person saying "t'ai chi is hokum". Something along the lines of "I don't understand your explanations, therefore what you claim to demonstrate cannot possibly be occurring". However, I am saying this without yet having seen the person's full report, so I have yet to see whether this is indeed the nature of the ontological gap or whether there can be dialogue.

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Chen v Yang

Peter Bojanic makes some nice observations about learning the Chen style form, having already done the Yang for a while.

1. Fast and slow movement. Where as the overall Chen form is executed slowly (as if moving through water), there are continual hand movements that are quick and are difficult to follow.

2. There' s lots of hiccups. In the Yang long there are a few punches that we back up and repeat. My former teacher, Paul, called these hiccups. There are lots of hiccups in Chen style so the movement isn't as linear and straightforward as Yang.

3. Complex movement. There is much more complex movement in Chen style involving the arms and hands. From single whips to punches, there's a lot of intricacies involved that I'm not prepared to start describing because I'm still getting a hold of them.

Monday, May 17, 2004

Ni Hao ...

... or 你好 as it is written in Mandarin. Install Chinese language support (i.e. fonts) to see correctly.

Test yourself with these flashcards in Powerpoint: Words corrected! 19/05/04 11:08, Numbers. Install and use this add-in to randomise the slide order.

Update 13/07/04: more Chinese learning resources, especially a wonderful hyper-hierarchical Character dictionary at Zhongwen.com, including animated Han Zi stroke order (from this general resource, I think). I've also found this Pinyin site, which has audio clips of pronunciation.

I've noticed that this article is being referenced from a list of UCL language-learning resources. Welcome! I'll try and keep it up to date, but there's no guarantee of anything in this life ...

Sunday, May 09, 2004

Three streams.

In yesterday's dead-tree version of Runner's World, a short piece on Tai Chi. I paraphrase: Tai Chi: Brilliant!! Docherty: "Chi is really another term for oxygen, so it's not weird and scary", and so on...

Hmm, curious, I've been thinking of both running and Qi in the same mind for years. And strange how many streams flow together. But all is illusory, since monkey-minds are machines to fabricate coincidence, especially when one looks for them. Still, here's what I found:

Tom Landini, a Feldenkrais-type dude, here refers to Danny Dreyer's ChiRunning (R). It's here again in Dreyer's book, and again in this AARP article (where you'll encounter more linkage). All very organised, I must say.

And over here in Zimmerman's vaguely running-related Zhurnal. He's more random, like me.

These days, many Feldenkrais practitioners around the world (Felden-what?) are on the web, and you can read their musings on the connectedness of all things internal/external, ancient/modern, with forms, or without.

Friday, April 30, 2004

name those parts

We were practicing a walking form of silk reeling which was fun. As one turned to face the opposite side in unison with the arms' circulation, it seemed that the best way of effecting the turn was to begin turning the waist, then forget to keep the front foot in place, i.e. let it slip around to accomodate the twisting being set up by the other leg.

Our teacher, Aarvo, liked this description. He also remarked that the hand movement was like Parting the Horse's Mane, which in our (short Yang and Chen) forms we have not got. That sounded like naming of parts to me "which in your case you have not got", always a monkey-fave.

Here it is, with some college-style analysis. It's strange how the whole thing turns out to be about (im)balance and (dis)harmony, since there we all were, as it were training to be balanced and harmonious (peaceful) warriors.

Monkey is, as ever, amused.

Saturday, April 17, 2004

horizon:tall

Here on the hill, which has not yet been planted with crops, I can see all around: the Hog's Back, bits of Guildford and its Downs, St. Martha's and Munstead Heath.

Doing the form, gazing out, I notice how my gaze does not connect with the horizon. My eyes scan the weeds, distracting me.

Am I usually so down-cast in practice? Not any more, I vow!

From now on: Up!!

Tuesday, April 06, 2004

Streamofmonkeyness

spring easter rush latelunch walk meditate keep balance absorb sensation do not symbolise thought go past workmen clearing forest polluting air use twig practice like Li Mu Bai (AS IFF!!) dirty paw throw bad sword away through wet wood to sandy top where view to wealden grove pierces rain and then to pond (of many photos) and hail starts practice four hand circles symbolizing symmetry of direction of thought/chi being brush knee push cloud hands chen style circling and the rest aaah hail is cold keep walking absorbing coldpain stand on photospot and breathhhhhhh. back to office refreshed. head and trouser legs wet.

Wednesday, March 31, 2004

Boing.

Spring's here, in Monkey's pure land!

This lunchbreak, having broken free of the mountain of words, I did what I could of my forms, standing on what used to be a fine garden (steps down to where they play footy under "g") where semi-private tai chi is possible.

Squishing my feet on the clumpy grass (not enough summertime trampling yet) I realised how much slipping and sliding goes on in normal practice. Such foot-scraping may or may not be good form, but it makes the balance easier. How to spin and kick on a grabby surface?

Euurh, monkey struggles. But the sun shines warmly, mmmm!

Friday, March 12, 2004

Hmmm. Munky scratches head. Different styles abound. Tai Chi is open source though isn't it, no real Authority and many forks in the road ha ha! Here's a sample of the diverging style dialogue, amongst two close relatives. Thanks to Peter B.

At the end of the day though, as is pointed out beings of greater sageliness than me, the Forms are merely the scales to a large extent, and what matters is playing the tune: living, moving, fighting, loving and all that jazz. Hip hop, away I go!

Thursday, March 11, 2004

I missed practice this week because it was my birthday, and I spent it doing seated raising the glass exercise.

Last week, however, we did some long, for us anyway, standing exercises. After about 10 mins in the lower embracing position I could swear that my palms seemed to be springing together and/or apart! Is this the strange "dodgy etheric field" that Peter warned us not to think about (post has now been deleted), or the reality of Kong Jin, or just an illusion caused by aching muscles and re-calibrated motor nerves?

Randomness: Before I started poisoning yesterday, D. and I went through what we knew of the Chen style (little). Later, back from being freshly Dr'd. Jon and L. seemed interested in the ideas, but probably think I'm a nutter. "How do you square your scientific mind with concepts of etc." I also told the Dr. he had a monkey-mind, a phrase I've stolen from somewhere (see second ever post).

Still, I'm beginning to feel radically better, which Monkey says is a Good Thing. Onward!

Thursday, March 04, 2004

Books



I'm thinking I ought to read and refer to no more than Seven books, or Nine.

Here's some. Follow the links for susequent links to shop-sites. [x] = ISBN.

  • Dan Docherty : Complete T.C.C. (his site- very well respected UK teacher, history of HK police training, strong on Martial Applications) : history/applications/+a Wu(?) style form. [1861260334]
  • Robert Parry: The T.C. Manual (site) (he also wrote the Teach Yourself TC book(s): v. easy to follow photos of short Yang form + a bit of seasoning. out of print.[0749916990, 074991713-x (pbk)]

  • Cheng Man Ch'ing. Cheng Tzu's Thirteen Treatises on T'ai Chi Ch'uan. Translated by Benjamin Pang Jeng Lo and Martin Inn. Berkeley, California: North Atlantic Books, 1985. [no coordinates I'm afraid, but this lineage-on-a-catalogue-card must be connected with most practitioners, or are we all Players?


I have seen/read/possess others. Not many worthy of mention, I think.

What else: Barefoot Doctor (no intro or link required, surely, but see The Observer/Boots the Chemists/telly if stuck) : Return of the Urban Warrior.

There must be megablogs of Tai Chi sites, all with booklists. 10,000! Monkey Sighs.

Here's one I spied earlier, with a Joke.

Monkey likes jokes, ha ha!

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Ahoy!



I'd like you all to say hello to Sandy, author of the Dragon Journals.

Now who's going to play Pigsy?

Tuesday, March 02, 2004

Essence


The essence of the withdrawing step is that awareness, root, and spirit must be maintained; a distinct contrast to the way an untrained person “backs up,” losing power and reducing his/her capacity to counterattack with any potency. In the philosophical sense, it is about yielding ground or space without losing one’s root, calmness, well-being, and power. It is a Yin movement (sinking and withdrawing) which maintains a powerful Yang potential inside.

[October 2008: Rotten Link!] excerpted from "Don Millers secrets of Repulse Monkey".

monkey-intent


Walking backwards, but with eyes open.


It's a mini-manifesto! No no no I'm not going to write haiku!!